There are just so many things I wanna get but unfortunately I’m not a rich kid to begin with. If only money grows from tree and falls from the sky. :(
Things to get/settle/do when the pay comes in:
1. Create a new bank account – solely for savings, strictly no withdrawing
2. Kak Idah’s birthday gift
3. Pay handphone bill: $49.53 (I should screw SingTel for still overcharging)
4. Sister’s birthday gift
5. Top-up the BBDC account
6. Vans LPE (Alp) – still contemplating on the colour
Things I wish to get in the future (which costs a bomb or beyond my salary) and achieve:
1. A family car – actually Mama will be settling this :D
2. A good DSLR.
3. Able to enter a decent university – otherwise I might just resort to converting to a Giordano full-timer (HAHAHA)
4. Driving license – ASAP! Pronto!
5. Get school over and done with ASAP and get out of the fucked up school
6. Travelling
So far, 2010 has been fairly okay, minus the slight hiccups.
I’m glad I’m still standing strong despite the slight hiccups that almost killed me. Do you know how it feels when you think you really put in so much effort into something and knowing you did relatively well, you still failed to achieve the goal you thought you could? It fucking sucks big time. I hated the look on her face which spelt d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-m-e-n-t. I felt like the reality was so cruel I didn’t know how to redeem myself and explain how that happened. I guess I’ve to just accept the fact and work harder next time. :(
Things to get/settle/do when the pay comes in:
1. Create a new bank account – solely for savings, strictly no withdrawing
2. Kak Idah’s birthday gift
3. Pay handphone bill: $49.53 (I should screw SingTel for still overcharging)
4. Sister’s birthday gift
5. Top-up the BBDC account
6. Vans LPE (Alp) – still contemplating on the colour
Things I wish to get in the future (which costs a bomb or beyond my salary) and achieve:
1. A family car – actually Mama will be settling this :D
2. A good DSLR.
3. Able to enter a decent university – otherwise I might just resort to converting to a Giordano full-timer (HAHAHA)
4. Driving license – ASAP! Pronto!
5. Get school over and done with ASAP and get out of the fucked up school
6. Travelling
So far, 2010 has been fairly okay, minus the slight hiccups.
I’m glad I’m still standing strong despite the slight hiccups that almost killed me. Do you know how it feels when you think you really put in so much effort into something and knowing you did relatively well, you still failed to achieve the goal you thought you could? It fucking sucks big time. I hated the look on her face which spelt d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-m-e-n-t. I felt like the reality was so cruel I didn’t know how to redeem myself and explain how that happened. I guess I’ve to just accept the fact and work harder next time. :(
Why like that ah?
location: Izyan's bedroom
mood:
numb
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